Where The Lines
Overlap.
Now I've got a feeling if I sang this loud enough,
You would sing it back to me.
Waiting
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
You did not reply to my messages,
thanks, i know the reason why.
assalamualaikum, readers(!)
yes, i'm still waiting..
well, i've learnt to live my life..
yes, i think i better clean up my cupboard,
while waiting..
or probably keep finding jobs..
now, i know how tough it is for people who
been finding jobs..
so, i'm here at home, shaking my legs,
watching korean dramas and waiting..
yes, i need to move on and learn to let go..
i will keep finding a job..
till i get one,
i've no time to be choosy..
JIAYOU!
okay-okay, thats aside..
i've been addicted to the song mcfly..
yes, the title is ' it's all about you'..
yeaps, dah basi lah kan..
but I liked the song..
haha,
*singing*
' Its all about you,
Its all about you, babyy'..
haha..
a sweet song..
too bad i'm not falling in love..
hahaha...
i've been wondering recently,
people asked me,
" when am I going to have a boyfriend? "
well,
the answer is right here..
i don't know when.
I'm a timid person,
I'm lack of confidence and self-esteem..
i'm friendly when with girls but guys,
more of sarcasm..
I'm afraid to commit in a relationship..
I'm afraid to get hurt again,
afraid of them leaving me alone,
afraid of the thought that they will leave me for sure,
afraid of falling and no one to pull me up,
afraid is the word..
its not an excuses,
i know that..
but, it seems like a disease to me,
that i can't get rid of,
that i can't pull it off me..
its had a great impact on me,
do you guys understand?
but, i do yearn to have a boyfriend..
yes, i do.
it's all about you,
it's all about you, baby.(:
Loves Them
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I have family, friends and others
around me and for now,
I'm glad.
assalamualaikum, readers(!)
first of all, I want to say congrats to ilah
and farhana on getting the job.
do your best okayy?
yes, that means i'm left on my own..
(mcm criter drama plak)
haha..
okayy, i will wait for now,
and also need to be berusaha..
and pray for me guys..(:
okay, that aside..
now, on sunday, I had a great fun..
not that fun because I can't go swimming..
due to _________.
you girls know the answer..
never mind,
there always a next time..
okayy, i will post some onlyy okay..
others are on FB...
actually there's more people but then,
due to certain reasons, they just could not be there..
oh yes, just now, i talked with raudhah on the phone..
she talked about _______..
_______ is in trouble
and ______ is sad and wondered how is
she going to live her life..
can you tell me how?
cause _______ and I have no idea how to help her..
we can't possibly asked her to leave him
because she loves him too much
and its a sin breaking up people..
I ain't no counsellor but when it comes to this,
I can only be a friend..
i felt useless..
and clueless..
what?
tell me, please?
i can't possibly tell her to walk away cause when its comes to
love, people don't do that instead
go through with it...
i've been thinking deeply..
and i miss you too,_______..
ohh, i have a new friend..
he is FALIQ..
thanks faliq for listening to my shits..
i hope he will last long being friends with me..
ohh yes, he asked my number and i said
"i would like my phone to be silent"
bodoh amat pe??
sejak biler entah..
haha..
but its true, i'm so used to my phone being silent
and i can't stand it to be just noisy..
haha, buat aper ader handphone??
haha..
shuts...
on a lighter note, I've done reading Nineteen Minutes
by Jodi Picoult.
please call me?
please help me?
Please Call Me, Will You?
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Don't come looking for me if you don't need me,
don't be worried for me because
I ain't going to commit suicide
Current Mood: Tired, Pain, Restless, Migraine
and EMO!
sorry, readers for not blogging..
I've been going job-hunting with ilah and farhana..
from marymount to plaza singapura then back to
bishan(junction 8) then home sweet home..
I've applied Triumph but they don't want if I wore
headscarves, then applied Mini-toons and Bata too..
Yea, now I am waiting for their call..
not triumph, please?
shuts...
and my dear brother is back but is going to camp again
on mondayy..
ohh myy...
actually I don't want to talk about the unhappiness
here..
but I've no one to tell to..
dear readers, please be my listening ear for while..
I don't know whats bothering me lately..
I hate M and what he says to me,
it becomes so irritating..
i wish he will just leave me alone..
i felt bad ticking him off but then why cant he understand
that I'm tired???
yes, its because of PMS!!!!
shuts, i cant make it go away because it wont..
why cant he simply understand that?
put him aside, now, nanee..
haishh, i felt bad for saying no after she took for me the
application form for the job..
I dont want to rely on her bf..
coz i relied too much on people..
i want to find job on my own..
i want to be on my own..
grr..
due to that, she does not text me no more..
i'm not saying she favours her bf more..
i don't even say that she is unfair..
its her life anyway, i have mine too..
its okayy, if you dont text me or whatt..
look, i don't mind..
okay, i feel good and better now..
tomorrow will be housewarming party over at kak cik's house..
condominium dok..
hehe..
will have fun tomorrow with lil cousins and nieces too..
and i miss shahrul(agy), nurul(myraSTARKY), kak zura(zoolaa),
abg naim, nasir, nasri, naqib and naddy..
naddy is at vietnam now..
):
please call me?
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